She walks out in rain
In high black heels and short black coat
Under a black umbrella
And nobody knows her name, nobody
Knows her name
Hair pulled up
Lips pulled up
In a press-on smile colored
Wine-to-the-light red
She parts the crowd like she’s holding a gun
Eyes roll off her
The way the city smog wicks off rain
She is a pretty thing lost in the beauty of life
She is a pretty sketch hung in the coat room of the Louvre
And she placed herself there
Across the sea of taxi cabs
Flickers the sign for a self-possessed coffee shop
She waits for the crosswalk light like everyone else
Floats over a white line bridge with
More conviction and less care
Than Tibbets over Hiroshima
She enters to the tinkling of a tiny bell
No one looks up, she is a ghost, she
Shakes the water from her umbrella
Hangs it on the overfull rack by the door
Orders a chai tea from the girl behind the counter
Takes the darkest seat at the table in the brightest side of
the room
Waits for the city to catch up
Finger by finger
She strips off her gloves
Sets them neatly aside and
Folds her hands around the tea that comes
In a beige porcelain mug
She inhales and thinks of Hyderabad
The crescent moon lipstick gains a shade of sincerity
He is already here
She could tell from the street
The way the light fell from the windows
To the sidewalk
Slantways, as though
Tumbling through a poor quality mirror
Displaced like water
Dispelled like a rumor
Making room for his shining soul
And the leeching sins
Eyes meet across the huddled tables
He smirks, blows steam off his coffee
She can smell the two creams and no sugar
She tilts her head in a toast and fingers the rim of her mug
This time he gives in
Takes his cream and caffeine
And the other seat at her table
Pleasantries are exchanged
He has been in Berlin, she
Is wearing Colombian jet lag
She smells nice, he
Is cultivating the five o’clock shadow
And he almost coaxes a laugh from her lips
Time is sluggish and cannot be bothered
On rare occasions when he is so close
But she has a flight to catch
And must change her mask on the way
So she unbuttons her jacket
Smiling, he stiffens
Then releases unsprung when he sees it is only paper
She slides it to him
Her fingers are long, her nails short
Before he can unfold it
She is up and to the door
The umbrella is in her hand and she is outside
With a farewell whispered in another language, maybe French
The rain has picked up but she walks three blocks
Before hailing a cab
And slipping inside
Umbrella folded neatly
On the bench beside her like a well-trained dog
In silence she pictures
The coffee shop on the corner
He will open the paper
Skim the contents only to get to
The lipstick signature in the bottom margin
The information will be handed to higher-ups
Promptly, faithfully
Word for word
But he will keep the signature to himself
Stick it in his pocket with the lint and the others
She knows it
As surely as he knew it would be there
He leaves a tip on the table
Beside the empty cup of coffee
And the untouched tea
Turns up his collar
Steps out in the dark
The cab pulses through the city
She dozes in the back and thinks of Saint Petersburg
Raindrops hit the windshield
Like split-second decisions, like
Steps toward a conclusion
With practiced precision
The windshield wipers shrug it off
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